Bad day because...

[revenge&respite 4]

One word summary: DRAMA.

[JustSumNerd 0]

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[maki.filth 0]

I can't write an obituary for my mom. There are no words for how amazing she was. I don't know who all to include or how long to make it or anything. I don't understand why every little thing is my responsibility alone.

[JustSumNerd 0]

I can't write an obituary for my mom. There are no words for how amazing she was. I don't know who all to include or how long to make it or anything. I don't understand why every little thing is my responsibility alone.

:[ My condolences, sorry things aren't faring well.

[BloodRoses 0]

My internet at home is not working again!!!

WTF?!? .___. PLEASE WORK WHEN I GET HOME!!

D:

[jarrad 1]

I have two tests today which I am not entirely ready for, and then next week enters the exam period.

[Pandabear 414]

It's too damn hot...

[Karma’s Hat 3107]

Everything sucks again! Super saddy

[ginHigure 22]

Just when you think life is good, all of a sudden everything goes wrong and nothing is good anymore.

Im still thinking of how to get rid of things, or maybe just throw my life away....I know i wont do that but it is an option.

[Cas 4]

The weather is so bloody hot. I can't wait for all the wonderful thunderstorms to follow.

[allisapp 303]

The weather is so bloody hot.

This.

Also, looks like I have to remember when I come to my friend's place that she's freaking teenager! Bad and childish one. Jeez, I know I will get mad soon. And her "points" just were rumored when I saw how she is towards her parents. I love her parents, which is the reason I feel sorry for them.

Oh well, home tomorrow!

[scoozie 0]

Outside: +38.8ºC (101.84 F, in sun), +28ºC (82.4 F, in shadows)

Inside: +27ºC (80.6 F)

Fuck.

[sai 868]

The weather is so bloody hot.

This.

Also, looks like I have to remember when I come to my friend's place that she's freaking teenager! Bad and childish one. Jeez, I know I will get mad soon. And her "points" just were rumored when I saw how she is towards her parents. I love her parents, which is the reason I feel sorry for them.

Oh well, home tomorrow!

I had the exact same experience. We're not friends anymore now.

[Pandabear 414]

My internet is sucking hard. It keeps going out at random times. >.>

[maki.filth 0]

Since my mommy is gone I have no inspiration. I no longer want to go near, look at or touch my sewing machine.

And my spacebar is insanely sensitive since I cleaned my keyboard, it's rather irritating.

[kyoisKILLINGME 195]

i am so close to stabbing this bitch in the freaking head i swear

say on more thing to me and it's over

DEAD SERIOUS....

( people piss me off so damn much...)

[The Bread Wolf 231]

Because I feel threatened in every aspect and I hate it.

And I don't receive any understanding or compassion, people just get angry at me.

Well, duh, sorry for not being a thin, intelligent, perfect girl with awesome boobs and ass. And sorry for not believing in coincidence too many times. Yeah, it must be my fault.

[maki.filth 0]

My oldest friends family is visiting from Missouri for the first time since they moved there about a year and a half ago. I heard so many times within the past week how excited they are to see me. Well they got in last night and no one said anything and then today I get a call about how they all want tattoos from me on whatever day is convenient for me. Ok only today was, they all know I have thing called a job so I have a house to live in.

I would of had no problem with spending the day with them, but apparently I'm all of a sudden less important than the bar. As usual. Now I just feel like the only reason they want to see me is for free tattoos considering thats the only reason she called.

[kyoisKILLINGME 195]

um... i get a super slow computer and you have a fast running computer... this sucks!!! >.> why couldn't you just get 2 new laptops!?!? gah and it has windows 7!!! T___T good thing i have a new computer at with windows 7 at home... >> i hate...dislike windows vistia(i spelled it wrong!!)

[Cani 0]

Maybe I think too much of what happened couple day ago. But it's still so distressing to me.

[sai 868]

I've been having chest pain, pain in my ribs, weak legs and muscles and trouble breathing for a couple of days. I'm freaking out here

[maki.filth 0]

I didn't realize how complicated it is to buy a house ;-; I'm really discouraged now, but I really want this house, it's so perfect and it would cost less every month than the rent where I live now. Just all the details are scary, I feel like I wouldn't be able to get the loan or anything

[Vurtox 3]

I woke up at 11:30 am and I now don't possess any will to do anything today. Shit sucks.

[JustSumNerd 0]

Bad day cuz just realized did everything gf wanted to tis week and like 1 thing i did...pft.

[AmberKid 0]

Why is it, that those you care for deeply...can hurt you so easily?

I try everything I can...I work hard to be a good friend/roommate...and I don't deny that there are good times...

...

...but recently my heart has been full of pain. It hurts to see one I consider my best friend - my soulsister of sorts - move away from me. At least that's how it feels for me. She's spending time with everybody...while I am alone most of the time.

I struggle...keep the apartment in order, cook...all to please her...and yet it never seems enough.

Is it me? Am I asking too much?

Once more - even if for a different reason - I feel like I don't belong here. I feel like I am...insignificant, invisible even.

We used to have so much fun together...watching movies, going out...all that seems forgotten now. Like there is a huge rift and I am standing on one side and she is on the other. And the bridge over the rift is slowly falling apart.

I am falling apart...my soul is torn to pieces...