CELESTIAL CIEL
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at first i was like ew they're naked, but then ANSHINSITE KUDASAI, HAITEMASU but really, their hips are so blurry exactly in that place where underwear is supposed to be
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i think it feels like jealousy when you went to your fav band liveshow, met gyas from your country and you don't really interested in any interactions with them.
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They're all the same, lol
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aaah i spent 8k yen on manga before holidays and it seems i must be more patient (and lucky) till mid february or so. btw what about shipping fees if i'm in russia?
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uwah!! i see something i want sooo badly（笑）
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me: mom i have to tell you i need money to move...
mom: WOW I THINK WE NEED TO TRIP TO VIETNAM
me: mom i'm moving to japan this october, so can we please save money for...
mom: V I E T N A M M M M Mwhat the hell is wrong with you oshietekure yo
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Drunk and thinking about what if medieval people met visual kei bandmen and they would be terrified, or ...
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I'm so sorry, my old account was deleted ~3 months ago (and now I'm so sad... all my memories and stuff that written and posted since 2011 were lost...) because of my paranoia, depressive blackouts and other stuff that makes me feel really really bad, but it was kind of goodbye to my past life and past self. So today I decided to create the new one. https://softly-sleeping-violence.tumblr.com/ I think it will be filled with my manga collection (I'm hardcore Kusumoto Maki fan, and my recent manga-crush is Sakamoto Shinichi's "Innocent") and visual kei archives (90s vkei is ♡）and weird posts in russian/english/japanese (I'm also started to learn french and edhellen (don't even ask!). I need interesting blogs to follow and read... I'll follow you back if you're suits my personal and very specific sense of beauty. LGBT+ hyperfriendly, guys and gals living with depression/self-hating/suicidal episodes/etc. are welcome, too. On my way to the long term residence in Japan, it will be cool if there's someone who are going to have the same experience.
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no idea how to recover my laptop, so i wanted to find one of v/a i ripped years and years ago, but can't find download section. errr merry kissmyass. i hope it's something like a bug of mobile version or something.
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I miss Eiji's DENTAKU... My laptop is dead and I have no idea where can I get some marvelous pico pico bleeps...
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shilfee and tulipcorobockles - no idea how to pronounce it
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I found some good old 駄菓子菓子 and oh god, they were so aggressive and rough, so I feel myself a little bit better. Many years have passed since days that were filled with my angura obsession.
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Because they're both boring, bland and uninteresting
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Plastic tree 2.0
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I hope your fav band will disband, so you could get your priorities straight.
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Finally, thank god.
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It's so hard to like something that also likes the person you adore. I'm about to quit vkei and die alone just because I love her so much, I'm so tired of being rejected. I can't keep my tears from falling. This year was really awesome... But God why, do I really deserve this pain.
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I can feel your exhausting pain through your writing. Even though I don't really understand how a music taste can destroy an entire relationship, especially if she's interested in Japan herself. But I don't need to understand, I just hope you will feel better soon!
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It's not about tastes, it's about how hard to like something that also likes that person, when even listening to some bands just brings nothing but pain, and there's a lot of things around that makes me feel worse, because I can't stop thinking about her. When I listen to bands we both like, when scrolling mh news and notice new bands she probably already know... Aah. Is it real madness. IDK...
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It's so sad that Takken left, as long as I can remember he was in every Eiji's band starting from kodomo a. And in the very beginning "matsutake" was a project of matsuoka/takemura...
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/insert here a complete list of balenciaga adepts/
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GOD BLESS EIJI
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I hope this time they will be more goth than industrial(?)...
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It is engurish
