CELESTIAL CIEL
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I feel myself so sick and can't listen to bands I love because of memories about everything happened this year. Fck, I just want some avelcain or RES but when I'm trying to play my winter playlists, and can't stop tears from falling.
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Your psychiatrist is laughing at you? That's is very far from being ethic. Btw, why don't you try psychoanalisis? Unless you have some symptoms that require the appropriate medication to make them go down (delirium, hallucinations, panic attacks), psychic suffering does not necessarily need pharmaceutical interventions. It's actually a matter of speaking and listening to oneself's deep dilemmas...
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is everything that bad if I was looking for a certain thing and google advised me to contact a local suicide hotline
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I understand you,I'm in need of the same thing,but feels like there's no one that I can open myself about such thoughts. I've tried some therapist and stuff but it feels weird paying someone just to listen to your problems. I think you should try to phone them,you got nothing to lose trying it
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You always can call such hotline,
for me nothing works, because I know my problem, and the way to happiness there isn't any simple solotion for. talking with a random person doesn't work, doesn't solve anything. But someday I hope to hit the right road so that I really can smile daily happy!
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https://www.esp.ac.jp/language/en/ wow is it real to graduate from this college and officially work as manager or staff? I mean, with work visa, etc... Errrm it's really sad I can't continue medical career because medical college or university are much more expensive than any other speciality... So I have no idea what to do after school, lol...
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@Masato I mean I have trouble with career after japanese language school, college or university, doesn't matter...
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@dovesi did you get yours? No? So that's the answer.
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When I wanted to follow Taa-incho on twitter、 I never expected him to send tons of cute emojis。。i mean wow、i was Lulu fangirl years and years ago(ⓛ ω ⓛ *)
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Still makes me laugh every time I see it oh dear
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lmaaaoooosdofsokskksks 1:48 takes me out every single time
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sometimes i hate tumblr because of that type of girls who thinks that they're (gay) vkei guys. i like their aesthetic blogs but when 'jojo' is trying to fck 'karma'... i'm not ready for it...
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ummmm sweetie, some???? people???? have???? fun???? to COPE?????
(nah jk, fuck that whole ''roleplaying real people''/''writing romantic fanfic about real people'' stuff, it's awful)
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i'm not ready for it... [2]
Takashi and Tomo are not fucking, no matter how many times Yoshiatsu tries to intoxicate them with helium balloons...🤢
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*sigh* I remember when I tried Tumblr for a bit. Then, after I posted something about a particular vocalist, a role-playing account replied "Thank You". I gtfo of there, lmao.
I'm sorry, but I just find all that a bit creepy imo.
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it's extremely hard to wear plastic tree tshirts and bags when you remember all this disappointing shit inside their russian fan-community
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It's so sad that russian goth scene is dead... but I'm really happy that this band is still alive.
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@merchenticneurosis
of course! the band have had many lineup changes, and the last lineup is the most stable.
i like this period, the sound is more hysteric than their early works.
this one is from their last album^^
one of their early lineup, with totally different sound (but still good, i think...)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oMfnVhX39cU
I'm not sure they're easy to get, but I have their discography and i could upload it.-
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I'm digging, sounds great!
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now i understand why daniel ribiat was my teenage crush, aww
my tastes are very... singular
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the suckiest thing when your first serious crush is happily married with other girl... aww... i'm happy, but heart is so aching. i think i'll love her forever, doesn't matter we broke up almost ten years ago.
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drunk enough to listen to some good old gothies. found myself repeating fear cult and radio scarlet, oh sht.
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scrolled my old archives and found cinema strange's russian copycat(笑)they disbanded right after i discovered them, time flies so fckn fast、ugh... and deathrock here remains underrated, too many good bands are dead or absolutely awful.
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tried to clean my laptop and found 有頂天「ピノキヲ」covered by FLOPPY, wow...
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speaking of epic comebacks, how about silhouette new romance revival... argh, they were really hot... one of their members is still playing 80s inspired new wave music