少女椿

Trying to stay cute while thinking about my perspectives being a good mom (to be honest I'm extremely sick, both mentally and physically)
Well... who knows...

Trying to stay cute while thinking about my perspectives being a good mom (to be honest I'm extremely sick, both mentally and physically)
Well... who knows...

Ok time for me to flex on you guys.
 
[#Zekkooo_lalala] 
フィクショナルダイブ
明け方、未明。
君のプレイリスト
印印象派ポルノ
downer
ORION
 
[Ballad]
#zekkooo_lalala_
独奏／アノニマス
夕陽ヶ丘心中
 
[Marvelous Cruelty] (Most of them CD and Demo Tape, some just CDs or Demo Tape only)
幻-抗鬱剤-惑
幻-悲絶哀-影
「          」
13
－19Ｃノ指先
Methotrexate
Methotrexate Ⅳ
Methotrexate Ⅴ
Scared
Sister
Last Moment
ラメント
ロザリオ-黒ノ黙示録ver.-
奇劇ノ終焉
黒ノ黙示録
白ノ黙示録
幾何学模様ノ歪人形
狂気ヲ演ジタ操リ絲
空白ノ刻
失ワレシ楽園
聖夜ニ捧ゲル白日ノ夢
素晴ラシキ残酷
破綻
悲哀故ニ…-Unplugged ver.-
悲劇ノ調ベ
悲劇ノ調ベ（2ndプレス）
悲壮ヲ奏デル懺悔ノ十字架
舞葬
密室
盲目ノ神ト嘆キノ讃美歌
涙ト盲目ト
涙ト盲目-白ノ黙示録ver.-
8 Different shirts.
 
[Suicide≠cult]
Everything but the last single and the flyer CD(I'll trade you for it if it's not the same songs on the CDs)
 
[MIMIC]
ひとくいばこ
PANDORABOX
曖昧傘 
T-Shirt
 
[黒い11月]
尊師マーチ2
 
[Jin-Machine]
 岩下の新生姜 Type-A
 岩下の新生姜 Type-B
ズバッと！激ヤバRevolution TYPE-A
ズバッと！激ヤバRevolution TYPE-B
4 Random ass CDs with Cover songs or member originals
3 Shirts
2 Hoodies
 
[BLACK WIDOW]
SWEET HONEY!!!
 
[My Heaven's Luck Sisters]
THE HAPPY CIRCUS
 
[KLUZE](Vajrash's Nobro's first band)
華
frozen berry
2 Stickers
2 artist photoset
4 badges
 
[グラビティ] 
売れたい!!(AGAIN, I sold it once, never again, I want a complete discography)
僕らSCRAPPER!!! Type A+B
 
[0.1Gの誤算]
Whatever the fuck I was missing
 
[Gill'e cadith]
解散CD
 
[The Ghost Inside Me]
無料配布CD(3 Songs)
 
[オッドウェイ]
夜桜心中
恋煩い
 
[パンプキンストア]
シンデレラ
 
[ベリメルク] 
鬱色カーテンとオルゴォル
 
[叙情四重奏「カノン」]
雨の終列車_群青
右手のカッターと昂揚感
 
[J∀CK11]
そして、ありがとう
綴り花
思い出の癧史たち
コテオサ Last Live DVD
 
[Metry]
PV Collection DVD
 
Stuff I haven't even gotten yet.
[PURESOUND BOX]
I can't even ship this shit because of corona. It has like 300 CDs in it. I don't even remember what's in it. It's currently being held prisoner at Tenso.
 
 
I won't stress enough, do not message me about giving you anything. I do not owe you anything. I don't care if you are the biggest fan of the band, if you were you would have already gotten the release. I don't care if you have cancer or your mom is dying.
Unless you have that suicide cult flyer CD with different songs and not samples or their last single,  
ヘルタースケルター's  アンドロイドは電気羊の夢を見るか?, 
スィミー's ヒトカケラの僕, 
オッドウェイ's other single I don't have, 
ソニックデスモンキー's らららgoing my上!!!(actual CD rip)
クレクル's SMILE AGAIN
MOB(EVERYTHING,but not KILL ME WONDERLAND)
SAZAE the MOVIE's Greatest Hits Album
Or something that would interest me, then please don't message me or else BLOCKT.

and this is me with my real hair and more daily makeup style 

The fuck is going on, but right in the timing  i want to kill myself I found out I'm pregnant. Jesus, what a year...

Your daily dose of your personal retro manga girl
Trying to catch birthday mood, ah...

Feeling cute, looking dead

Please love this baby.

No facial expression - no aging...

No facial expression - no aging...

Really sucks to lose someone who I thought was a close friend, but then I realize, they weren't really my friend to begin with.

Nostalgic.
 

Your daily dose of your personal retro manga girl
Trying to catch birthday mood, ah...

Your daily dose of your personal retro manga girl
Trying to catch birthday mood, ah...

Feeling cute, looking dead

The cult posi-punk / goth band  黒色エレジー / Kokushoku Elegy ‎will finally have their work remastered and released again.
They released a string of EPs in the mid to late 80s and also recorded tracks on various compilations.

All 14 of those studio tracks were released on the 1993 compilation 'Esoderic Mania' which has slowly become scarce and more expensive in recent years due to their popularity through blogs and youtube.

The new compilation will contain the same 14 studio tracks that appeared of Esoderic Mania but remastered by Itoken. Kokoshoku Elegy's lead singer Kyoko went on to form the band Harpy with Itoken and she performed in that band up until her unfortunate passing in 2015.

A second disc will contain 12 live songs.
This information comes from the following person who works at or with the Disk Union label.
https://twitter.com/KanenoAtsushi/status/1320961463574425600




 

At first I was like "ew, furry...", but then I realized I was a part of sonic the hedgehog fandom when I was 12 or 13, and their furry roleplay was a common thing... 🤔 

I thought I was into girls and extremely unlucky with relationships, and I was that kind of sad old virgin (asexual old virgin) everyone always mention when it comes to talking about poor singles. But then I lost my virginity with the man I love to the moon and back, I'm 27 and finally feel myself ready for this kind of relationships (like, I feel myself hungry and naughty all the time we meet!), so yes, virginity isn't a question of time, but question of your mental state... I feel a bit ashamed of being a virgin for too long, on the other hand I'm ashamed to lost my virginity before marriage, because I was raised like that... 

Thanks, that's a great collection of links.

Gin Satoh, who photographed all of the great early 80s punk and hardcore bands in Japan, doesn't have an instagram account personally but if you search for his hashtag you'll find lots of his great work. His eye and style defined the scene back then:
 
https://www.instagram.com/explore/tags/ginsatoh/

Last year his legendary 'underground GIG' book was released again in its longest version yet at a whopping 600 pages. I highly recommend it for anyone who is a fan of photography or the hardcore / punk scene in Japan back then:
http://www.slogan.co.jp/portfolio/undergroundgig/

Feeling cute, looking dead

Feeling cute, looking dead

For a second there I thought he was serious about his own videos...

I can't stop feeling pity for gals in their 30s, who put an abstract "fandom" (vkei, TV series, anime, etc) above e v e r y t h i n g and fighting for their "beliefs" like if somebody insults their own values. I'm scared of aggressive people...