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CaRaN reacted to saishuu in Anyone with disabilities?
Well, since everyone seems to be telling their stories, I might as well add some more to mine.
As far as mental illness/disabilty goes, I'm also another one who struggles with depression and anxiety. Since I started stuttering as a young kid, I wasn't able to develop many social skills as I'd rather stay at home quiet on my own than deal with people and the fear of being rejected and laughed at, even though things like those almost never happened to me (different from other people who stutter). It only got worse as I got fat and found out I was gay. I was never diagnosed or even went to see a specialist, but I'm fairly sure that qualifies as social anxiety. Until like a few months ago, I was literally scared of enrolling in pretty much any social activity and suffering from mild panic attacks was a common thing. I'd skip school constantly, almost never went out with friends; missed the whole "teenage" experience to say so.
Thankfully, with tons of experience and responsibilities required in college, as well as a lot of self control and help from people close to me, I've been doing a lot better these days when it comes to all things related to social anxiety. Most importantly, as cliche as it may sound, I had to break most of my defense mechanisms in order to be in a relationship with a guy I felt was worth doing it for, which involved not being so much into my head all the time in regards to all of this, so I'd say that is definitely paying off in life as a whole.
Depression, however, is a lot trickier. Anxiety itself plays a big role in it, but it's something bigger that always finds a way to crawl back somehow. Living in a mentally abusive household takes its toll, I guess.
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CaRaN reacted to Ro plz in The GazettE new single 「UGLY」11/18 RELEASE !
Yes. Because that's where the initial issues began. I remember Reita saying that in the beginning there was a lot of back and fourth-ness going on with how em, music wise when they first signed. At this point, unless someone can prove me otherwise, I don't think PSC really has much of a say of their sound. And it seems that Sony is giving these guys some more breathing room. The band told SONY, while or prior to working on DOGMA that they were NOT Going to release an album immediately after BD. So one can even say that they're putting their foot down and letting things go at their own pace.
With that said, I do agree with Danao. This talk of them leaving PSC or Sony, especially with how they seem to really be so enthusiastic with DOGMA, should come to a halt. We could throw these guys back to KING records and they'd still probably pump more or less of the same thing out. They have a style that they enjoy and tweak with and it will not be changing anytime soon. DIM/(insert previous albums before SR) and those eras are gone and will never come back (well...technically they did in those FC live's hahaha). Changing labels won't do a damn thing. I like where they are.
Bring on UGLY.
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CaRaN reacted to Danao in The GazettE new single 「UGLY」11/18 RELEASE !
the GazettE leaving psc is highly improbable
them leaving psc is exactly what most of you are dreaming of, because you think their sound will change to the best if they do, but why would it change ? they seem to really enjoy what they did with DOGMA and this whole new era/ Their sound could change, but not to go back to what they did in the past
most of you are just hoping they will go back to some NIL/DIM sound but it's been too long now, I think they moved on, and what could be a new OHP is another step to move on from what they did in the past
I mean look at the setlist from the new tour, there's not as many old songs as they used to put
Anyway, I like how they are atm, hope it will last some time
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CaRaN got a reaction from doombox in the GazettE new album "DOGMA" 8/2015 release
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CaRaN got a reaction from Visutox in the GazettE new album "DOGMA" 8/2015 release
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CaRaN got a reaction from Ada Suilen in the GazettE new album "DOGMA" 8/2015 release
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CaRaN reacted to togz in Show Yourself (again)
I got new lipstick so I decided to try again!
What do you think?
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CaRaN reacted to togz in Show Yourself (again)
when I try. ( Key word: TRY)
when you have 5 minutes to put a face on.
idk i always look tired so it doesn't even matter \o/
But y'all are cuties wtf cut it out. SPECIALLY YOU SHIR0 I SEE YOU DERE.
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CaRaN reacted to Karma’s Hat in the GazettE new album "DOGMA" 8/2015 release
Ruki Gazetodesse DEUX means TWO in French ^^
Tykkää · Vastaa · 1 min · Muokattu
非官方: The GazettE Really?@@ Two mean what? couple or two gays?
This some twilight zone shit
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CaRaN reacted to Karma’s Hat in the GazettE new album "DOGMA" 8/2015 release
Have you guys looked at the comments on the page? They are seriously unreal. https://www.facebook.com/theGazettE310/posts/10153516221516221
"Thanks ! Wow! You must be exhausted. The time I took ?." Being a turd on the computer sure is taxing work. gawd -
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CaRaN reacted to Karma’s Hat in the GazettE new album "DOGMA" 8/2015 release
Incubus reminds me of Division a little lololol. A ham-handed description would be one of the intros on that fused with one of the disc two songs. I like it
Needless to say I couldn't stay off from listening to these leaks
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CaRaN reacted to Rosebetz in the GazettE new album "DOGMA" 8/2015 release
Just noticed they played CRUCIFY SORROW live, one of my most favourite songs by them!
Venomouscell
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CaRaN reacted to Rosebetz in the GazettE new album "DOGMA" 8/2015 release
Sometimes i feel that most people just want Gazette as band go the direction they want but that will never happen so for me to see some people just saying the same thing over and over again just make me sure about it there are no longer the band from 7-8 years ago and im perfectly ok with it people change so do bands, as for the teasers for me personally i was little bit shocked most of the songs are powerful and i must say im enjoing that.Some of the lyrics made me laugh xD
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