Chikage

Think about what you say. Don't be easily influenced. Just because he did it, doesn't mean you have to either; I'm pretty sure he wouldn't want that. Let this be a lesson that you need to stay strong and that you can fight depression. It's a hard fight, but we're determined to win the war.

he was only able to do that because he was right down there with others experiencing depression and he was able to take his emotions and express it through music. how you feel about his suicide is how others will feel about yours, should you choose to walk that path. no matter how lonely you feel there is someone on this earth that will miss you if you kill yourself. you just won't be around to see it.

Don't get me wrong with this status, right now I'm not suicidal and I won't get to the point - because I have friends going through "the same war" as me. But I was in the past - people changed my point of view on this and I lost a lot of people dear to me to death, so I don't want others to experience it because I was selfish enough to end my own life besides the fact I could have fixed it. It was just... hard to experience because I lost someone in october and with this news all of this came up again. I'm on meds, I'll be fine even though I struggle, but I have enough strength to fight