Gesu

So, some dumbass took down a pole in my street and I had no energy through hours. No internet, no social media, no visual kei... how did I manage to survive this hell

So Goemon records' new band is an "animals band"?
😂😂

I was almost beaten to a pulp last night by a drunk "friend" and if three or four other guys had not intervened I'd be probably badly hurt right now.
 
I spoke up about it and I've been harassed for the past 10 hours by people whom I have never seen yet hate me and want me to die.
 
I can't imagine how much harder it must be for rape victims to deal with that hate. Now I understand why many don't want to speak up. The cyberbullying could leave marks as deep as the abuse itself.  

Great Sunday 😏

which one of you is responsible for this!? 

There's a diff between ass and vk ass???? Also, thanks for the follow!

big oof
 

I think it's so interesting how other people get so passionate about single peoples' dating life. Like I'll say I'm perfectly secure living a productive life with no relationship and they talk like that's not ok. On one hand, what they're saying sounds pretty good, but on the other just let me be single.

every time DIV's VANISH comes on, I can't help but me moved. Chisa's got such an atmospheric voice, it's incredible. 

I really missed this place.

Ayyyyy, thanks for the follow!

Saw Miyavi last night. It was a lot of fun! I got there at 12:30pm (Haha standing in line early life), and then did the VIP session at 6. I was 2nd in line, and met up with friends I haven't seen in years. 
 
Miyavi put on a really great show, I was 3 feet from him the entire time, I got front and center against the barrier! I enjoyed his performance a lot, and it was a wonderful experience to see him again, it's been too long. 
 
The only downside was that the venue didn't offer us water, or have water available for us, which is very strange, since every other venue I have been to offered water or had it available before/after the show for purchase. So I was dead after the concert, and super dehydrated from jumping around and headbanging lol. 
 
But it was great! Would do it again. A+ good show. 

Today I put together this IKEA bookshelf intended to house my VK collection. I have yet to get some stands for CDs and install either RGB or warm-white LEDs inside the shelf for display purposes 😄  

I've had a headache for like three days straight because of this fucking heat. I can't sleep, I can't do anything at all, I'm just extremely uncomfortable all the time.
I want a permanent winter with a permanent -20°C temperature please

Just went to the doctor and it all occurred as expected: I'm fucked up. Also,all the money I was saving to buy a decent guitar, equipment and go on with my music course will be used to pay my exams to treat my stomach and lung problems because of fuckin nicotine and beer. Goddammit,I thought it would happen at my 60's.

currently i am hoping like an edison won't be the next Vk shop to dissolve...
cuz like zeallink etc. they haven't posted anything new in their release category for about a week which seems pretty strange...
with zeallink it was the same they didn't post anything in ages and then the announcement > we're done...
EDIT: as soon as i posted this i checked like an edison just now (check them every day...) and today they finally added some new stuff so i suppose like an edison seems save for now!^^° *what a coincidence*

taking revenge on the (very loudly and obnoxiously) arguing neighbours by blasting a mix of VK and kpop. take it assholes. 

omg...I just found the soundcloud I made years ago to put up "vgm music" I wrote in college when I thought that was what I wanted to do. My my, how plans have changed:
 
 

My frozen water bottle is my best friend in this stupid fucking heat 😓

My biggest regret will always be never going to Jrock Revolution way back in like 2007 when Kagrra, came. That would have been my only chance, but since I was only a teenager my parents weren't going to let me make the trip. :C 

incredible how misinformation can turn good intelligent people into ignorant ogres.Divide and conquer...

What is it with adults trying to write a teen movie nowadays. Like seriously, half of us don’t use Snapchat or Instagram all the fucking time. The characters they portray are some of the cringiest portrayal’s of teens I’ve seen and half of it isn’t relatable.
 
Like most of our lives isn’t even spent on our phones. Ugh...its so bad. Like make a character actually relatable. Literally Perks Of Being a Wallflower is the only good teen movie that’s relatable to me. The shit they put on Netflix and YouTube is pure cringe. 
 
13 Reasons Why is literally the reason I hate movies or shows with Teens nowadays. The show literally is the opposite of what the message is.
 

Fuck it. I'm ordering a pizza. 🍕

Fuck it. I'm ordering a pizza. 🍕

Fuck it. I'm ordering a pizza. 🍕