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  1. Ultra Silvam

    I think that if you want to confront him about it and you feel confident then you should at least try. You're gonna have to stay calm throughout the entire thing though since self proclaimed assholes love to argue. You can't change someone else's behavior for them though. I grew up with some family members who were aggressive and ignorant so I just avoided them at all costs. It wasn't an ideal solution or one that made me happy, but it was a lot better than actually interacting with them and I didn't have any other choice anyway. I just spent most of my time in my room and I never spoke to or looked at these people unless I absolutely had to. I wouldn't respond when they made stupid comments towards me, even if the comments were actually hurtful. I never confronted anyone because I was too afraid to. Now I sometimes imagine what it would've been like back then if I did confront them. I think that the only way it would've worked is if I played really nice and pretend to care about their feelings while coming to some sort of compromise, so they felt like they were getting something out of it too. That's high effort manipulation though, but if you don't mind doing something like that then it might be worth thinking about.
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    Dressed up for Halloween as a cheap Ai from gulu gulu. I actually felt really beautiful lol
  3. All lyrics written as they are in the booklet and romanized to the best of my ability. 変なメリーゴーランド Kanji: Romaji: 嗅覚障害 Kanji: Romaji: 不味い麻酔 Kanji: Romaji: Rubra Kanji: Romaji:
  4. This is my attempt. The lyrics are written in the booklet but it's very disorganized as the lyrics for the songs are all split up and mixed in with each other. I'm pretty confident with 吐瀉物, but 便所2 gave me some trouble that I'll explain at the end of this post. 「吐瀉物」 Kanji: Romaji: 「便所2」 Kanji: Romaji: I can't really figure out some of the harsh vocals in 便所2 (hence the ???????) and there's no lyrics leftover. I'm also unsure about the last two lines in 便所2. I can hear the latter half of both lines, but the first halves are definitely different. I think they're just being sung differently than the way the lyrics were written though, since I don't hear those fragments anywhere in either song and I can't find anymore lyrics in the booklet.
  5. It took a year but I think I finally managed to read the lyric booklet correctly. Kanji: Romaji: Also @Himeaimichu since you asked for this last year
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    If the song I'm listening to has a music video or a live video then I tend to think about that. But I'm also one of those people who imagines themselves playing the song lol. I think that stems from my long desire to be an artist. If I correlate the song with a certain point or person in my life, then I I just think of my memories. I seem to correlate songs to certain feelings of mine, so then I think about all the significant times in my life that I've felt that way. There's some songs I love that I absolutely can't listen to because of that, but I don't think this is "deep" or something that anyone else doesn't experience. For example, the song Slow Rain by Umbrella makes me a bit sad and reminds of loneliness, so I think about the times in my adolescence when I was particularly lonely. On the flip side, Radical Hysteria by Born reminds me of when I was a little punky teenager lol, so I think about those times and laugh. I wish I could be the type of person who is able to create scenarios in my mind when I listen to music. I think I've tried before but I just can't seem to do it.
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    I've had Sepia on repeat for a while and I think I love everything about it, even that super long outro. I had my doubts with their first single but even that has grown on me now. I normally dislike the more "mature" sound, but these guys have managed to break that for me and I actually kinda hope that this becomes their regular sound
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    I actually REALLY like censor beeps in songs for some reason and I don't know why. But when a song has one it becomes significantly more interesting to me and I enjoy it a lot more. I think my favorite example of a censor beep is the one at the 2:40 mark in Takadanobaba Ailen by Kuroyuri to Kage. The placement of it is just perfect; it doesn't cut off any words when it starts or ends. It sounds like there could literally be nothing that the censor is covering, and that intrigues me so much lol
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    For me it's Monochrome by Umbrella. When I first listened to it I didn't really like Yui's vocals and couldn't hear past the production value, so I never gave it a real chance. I didn't listen to it again until a couple years later after they released Kinematograph, and I was kicking myself over how much I missed out on. And this isn't really an album, but almost everything Alice Nine did in 2004/2005. I was never much of an Alice Nine fan so I never bothered to really listen to their early stuff, but I loved it once I actually did. The vocals aren't particularly good and the instruments could use work, they were an immature band for sure, but there's a big sense of genuine emotion/desire that I get from those songs that I simply just don't feel in their later works.
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    One thing I've noticed about being single is that my anxiety goes down from ~100 to ~10. In relationships or just when I was crushing on somebody I was always worrying about being with that person and being meaningful to them, and I would constantly have anxiety attacks and crying fits over it. I would always keep it to myself though out of fear of being annoying and losing that person over it. I've been single for some time now though, and I struggle with low self esteem issues so I still have problems in regards to feeling meaningless and unwanted, but my reactions to it now are so majorly different. I don't have nightly anxiety attacks and I can count all the times I've cried over it in the last few months on one hand. The thoughts are still there and they still hurt but I'm just so much more calm. I don't know if this is because I've never been with the right people for me or if I'm just unfit to be in a relationship. My self esteem issues point to the latter though. Being single isn't all that fun because I'm not much more productive and it makes my issues more apparent to me, but I can at least sleep at night and worry (less) about my own self.
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    I'm happy he's back and making music, but I don't like this nor was it what I expected out of him. It does seem kinda fun though at least. I'm really hoping he'll explore other styles of punk and he won't just stick to this pop punk thing. The two tracks he wrote on Ousia show that he has the potential to make heavier and chaotic sounding songs, so I think he definitely has the capability.
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    Been listening to Oni for a few days now and my opinion is that it's decent. If you like most of what Deviloof has done than you probably won't be disappointed with this album, but it's probably not going to be your new favorite either. Imo there's no reason to listen to the new versions of Kaika and Kodokushi or the SE's. Kaika sounds mostly the same, the clean vocals in the chorus of Kodokushi sound worse, and the SE's are just standard vkei SE's. With that said, Aishite Kudasai sounds better and the new songs are fine despite a few hiccups. To elaborate; I think the clean singing in Dusky Vision just seems awkwardly placed, but I've gotten used to it after some listens. Keisuke's vocals in the middle of Ruten are a bit strange, but it's not enough for me to dislike the song. The speaking style vocals in Creepy make me cringe lol but I can get through it. Murderous Impulse and Kumo no Ito are the highlights on this album. The placement of the clean vocals in Kumo no Ito are perfect, Murderous Impulse sounds like a standard deathcore/metalcore song, but it also just sounds really good. Summing up my thoughts, this album feels a bit different from what they've done before but it's not a departure. If you liked the way Devil's Proof sounded than you will probably like the way this sounds too, although it's definitely not a repeat of Devil's Proof. I don't think they've gotten worse, but they haven't really gotten better, and all in all that's just fine with me.
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    I just booked my flight for my first ever vacation and I'm super nervous. I'm going to do everything by myself but I've never even been to an airport before. I don't know how to explain to my dad that I'm choosing this because I just want to be alone and far away for a while, and I feel less comfortable with other people. With the danger of travelling alone aside, I can't see how this won't be rewarding for me
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