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LOVE that phases when you dont want to interact with people at all for a few days and feel perfectly comfortable not speaking with anybody BUT at the same time feel anxious thinking everyone will forget you and youll be alone f o r e v e r

I’ve recently been obsessed with the Green Day album ‘Dookie’, it’s so good! 

Being in nature always blows my mind. it's kinda hard to believe that those things emerged by itself without any kind of intelligence behind it. I'm not the religious guy,I actually hate it,but nature always makes me feel that something"divine" really exist.

Here ya go, friend. Some D for you~ 
 
 

Lol, any of you old school VK stans interested in a huge Rame - Vidoll Cheki Collection? & Vidoll trading cards? 😂

RIP, Grumpy Cat 😿
https://www.msn.com/en-gb/entertainment/celebrity/fans-mourn-as-internet-famous-grumpy-cat-dies-aged-7/ar-AABuOUv?ocid=spartanntp

Keep forgetting that D'espairsray have the SEXIEST riffs. Now I can dance AND drive! XD 

oh shii I'm "Supreme" up in dis bih
 

 
jk, I love yall

Just wanted to comment: Love that avatar. D'espairsRay forever ✌️

Just wanted to comment: Love that avatar. D'espairsRay forever ✌️

cant believe im doing this russian to japanese translation of a medical fucking report for my dummy friend who was clearly not able to finish it before the deadline but decided to take this job just because he needed money.....my brain is bleeding rn, i'm not kidding

leveil en roseraie will have ex suicide ali guitarist as a support and that reminded me how much i miss suicide ali(´;ㅿ;｀)

do you ever just miss a disbanded band? because thats how i feel ikfkfrjkf

As fun as the Dallas show was, I met great people, I realized how crazy some GazettE fans actually are. 

But hey I met a Utah fan so yeet.

I have just come back in from my birthday night out (at the time of posting its 5:46am) and I have to say it was one of the best nights I’ve ever had wooooow

My god, how come I never had an interest for Gotcharoka?! VK guitarist never looked SO skilled and 'showmanshiped' like Jun! Also, just those solo-clips gave me goosebumps about every song in the setlist -chord progressions look gorgeous like no release VK in the last time!-.
 
 
Totally digging Gotcharoka starting tomorrow!
 
 

sorry i kind of died on mh. anyway i saw the gazette in nyc and it was my first live and it was real cool

Happy birthday, @TheZigzagoon! Hope you'll an awesome day with many more years to come  (Also, the GazettE in about a month! Can't wait to see them xD)

I gave in and ended up buying VIP for Miyavi. I haven't heard a lot of new stuff by him, but he is one of the biggest reasons why I got into Vkei, so I may as well tell him thank you for that hahah.

Hi! Thanks for the follow!

I wanna be open with you all about something, the last couple of months have been the most difficult of my life, I have been very depressed, anxious constantly and I’d go from feeling super fine one minute to incredibly down the next. Things in my life, both work and personal, ended up getting too much for me to handle, I was walking home one night and had a breakdown and was prepared to go out and commit suicide by any means necessary. Thank god I convinced myself not to.
 
Now I’m taking steps to seek professional help, and I’m hoping I can get a diagnosis of what’s wrong with me, but I want to say thanks to each and every one of you here at MH, this community provided me with a sense of escape when I needed it the most, I’m so grateful to all of you. Much love ❤️ 
 
If any of you here are struggling with anything and you need someone to talk to, to vent about your problems no matter how big or small you feel they are, I’m here for you, just like the community has been here for me ❤️

I gave Ruki a stuffed fennec fox and he didn't know if he should pick it up lmao 

When you try listening to something and it finally hits you on the 5th listen:

Hello! Thank you for the follow~ Followed you back ^^

So I'm on FFXIV and I see this lalafell called Fish Fingers who bears the title of THOT, so naturally, I examine him. He sees this and examines me back and our characters are just staring at each other for about a minute before he dances for me. His friend then shows up and pays me 30,000 gil just to pet three lalafells. I am now friends with Fish Fingers and I can safely say that this is the most perfect game in existence.