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  1. LOVE!
    karai · ebi reacted to Himeaimichu for a status update, Happy Birthday!   
    Happy Birthday!
  2. Thanks
    karai · ebi reacted to CAT5 for a status update, Aye bro. Let's not spam the status updates. Thank you.   
    Aye bro. Let's not spam the status updates. Thank you.
  3. LOLOL
    karai · ebi reacted to yomii for a status update, lol @ mama. bassist promoting the band in the rock and read twitter thread aimed at f   
    lol @ mama. bassist promoting the band in the rock and read twitter thread aimed at fans
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    karai · ebi reacted to TheZigzagoon for a status update, I wanna be open with you all about something, the last couple of months have been the   
    I wanna be open with you all about something, the last couple of months have been the most difficult of my life, I have been very depressed, anxious constantly and I’d go from feeling super fine one minute to incredibly down the next. Things in my life, both work and personal, ended up getting too much for me to handle, I was walking home one night and had a breakdown and was prepared to go out and commit suicide by any means necessary. Thank god I convinced myself not to.
     
    Now I’m taking steps to seek professional help, and I’m hoping I can get a diagnosis of what’s wrong with me, but I want to say thanks to each and every one of you here at MH, this community provided me with a sense of escape when I needed it the most, I’m so grateful to all of you. Much love ❤️ 
     
    If any of you here are struggling with anything and you need someone to talk to, to vent about your problems no matter how big or small you feel they are, I’m here for you, just like the community has been here for me ❤️
  5. I feel ya..
    karai · ebi reacted to Manji 卍 for a status update, Gulu Gulu's MV preview sounds like R-shitei and DADAROMA had a baby, what was that...   
    Gulu Gulu's MV preview sounds like R-shitei and DADAROMA had a baby, what was that...
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    karai · ebi reacted to tetsu_sama69 for a status update, After having zero piercings for most of my life, I saved up and got four. Two in each   
    After having zero piercings for most of my life, I saved up and got four. Two in each earlobe and it was a lot of fun.
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    karai · ebi reacted to Triangle for a status update, Throughout my years of learning foreign languages I realized that my most fluent time   
    Throughout my years of learning foreign languages I realized that my most fluent time is when I get drunk XD.
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    karai · ebi reacted to Manji 卍 for a status update, Most part of the time I totally forget that I'm ALLOWED to put "positive" music in my   
    Most part of the time I totally forget that I'm ALLOWED to put "positive" music in my cellphone. That's crazy
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    karai · ebi reacted to RaeDesu for a status update, This is going to be a really long post, but I literally lost sleep last night thinkin   
    This is going to be a really long post, but I literally lost sleep last night thinking about this haha. 
     
    I really also don't know why I'm posting this. Maybe I just need to post it somewhere where people will understand. The community that I love so much.
     
    Music really has a way to change us, mold us, and destroy us. 
     
    I was super into Versailles when they formed. I had always liked Kamijo, and followed him pretty extensively through his Lareine career; although I had to do it through my friend who liked him, she would get mad if I liked him. But that's a different story.
     
    I had been a fan of Versailles since the day they started. I fell in love with "The Revenant Choir" instantly. And I fell even more in love with Jasmine You, the beautiful, talented bassist. 
     
    I ended up spending all of the money from my first job on Versailles and D stuff. To the point where I made stupid mistakes and overdrafted my account and my parents had to bail me out hah. But I knew that I had found something amazing. Versailles touched my heart in so many ways. 
     
    I ended up owning (and still do), their entire discography up through Jubilee. Including rare live-only cds and things I had to use shopping services to purchase. I had to have it, I had to support this amazingly talented band. 
     
    And then it hit me like a bag of bricks. Jasmine You had passed away. As quickly as they had come, they were gone. And I couldn't handle it. I was such a huge fan of his, I lost it. I had never cried over a celebrity death before, but I literally played "Episode" over 1,000 times, my grief was very strong. I didn't know how to deal with the fact that a musician that I loved so dearly was gone from the world. 
     
    I didn't touch Versailles for years. I wouldn't follow them, wouldn't buy their other cds. I was grieving in that way. I didn't want to hear Versailles without Jasmine in it. And whenever any of their Jasmine-included songs would play, I would skip it, as it would upset me to the point of tears. I just couldn't do it.
     
    Last night, I was watching some Kamijo videos. I can listen to his solo stuff just fine. And Lareine, too. Lareine is one of my favorite older bands; so I'm okay with them. On youtube, I was just clicking around. Watching Kamijo video after video. And then I saw it. 
     
    "Remember Forever." 
     
    A song dedicated to Jasmine, that I had never listened to, because it was on a cd that I had never bought. That I didn't know existed, because I had excluded myself from the world of Versailles. It was a live video, so I clicked on it.
     
    I was not expecting the emotional ride that I went on. Purple lights on the stage; lights for him. For my bassist. And a song that was so beautiful, I started bawling my eyes out. It was written for him, and you could tell. The quietness of the audience made it even more real. But it was beautiful.
     
    After I had finished watching it, I spent a lot of time just listening to Versailles. Thinking about Jasmine, and how happy he had made me when he was alive. And I realized that I shouldn't be afraid of change. I should continue to go on, even if something sad, or horrible happens. And that I should continue on. 
     
    Jasmine is a beautiful person, a memory that should never be forgotten. And I never will forget about him. It'll be 10 years in November since his passing. And I think I'm brave enough to play Versailles again. To REALLY enjoy them again. 
     
    For Jasmine's sake. 
     
     
  10. LOVE!
    karai · ebi reacted to RaeDesu for a status update,   
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    karai · ebi got a reaction from Himeaimichu for a status update, Anyone got a reliable guide / app for ripping DVD to iso? I want to share the KYTK DV   
    Anyone got a reliable guide / app for ripping DVD to iso? I want to share the KYTK DVD but I haven't done anything with DVDs in years and can't seem to find anything other than 'imgburn'.
    Which most downloads for it now are full of adware/viruses, that and or a lot of YT guide vids in Hindi lol. There's also poweriso but it's 30$.
    Basically, I've got no idea.
  12. I feel ya..
    karai · ebi reacted to Gesu for a status update, Seeing all the visual novel reviews on Steam saying shit like "omg there's liek no ga   
    Seeing all the visual novel reviews on Steam saying shit like "omg there's liek no gameplay REEEEE" is one of the dumbest things I have ever seen. It's like reading a light-hearted romance novel and complaining about the lack of violent deaths. There's a visual novel tag for a reason.
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    karai · ebi reacted to colorful人生 for a status update, Trans-Siberian Orchestra - "Carol of the Bells" is my fucking jam, every single year.   
    Trans-Siberian Orchestra - "Carol of the Bells" is my fucking jam, every single year. A close second is "Jingle all the Gay!", lol.
  14. I feel ya..
    karai · ebi reacted to Manji 卍 for a status update, You keep getting into music ,games, books,tv shows, whatever...but depression is alwa   
    You keep getting into music ,games, books,tv shows, whatever...but depression is always there in the end. Always.
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    karai · ebi reacted to Manji 卍 for a status update, So KarasunaMei is already talking about live shows for the next year. Can't fuckin wa   
    So KarasunaMei is already talking about live shows for the next year. Can't fuckin wait to see the band's lineup
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    karai · ebi reacted to Himeaimichu for a status update, Mei ex. 黒百合と影 may come back any time soon. He tweeted something about being in the st   
    Mei ex. 黒百合と影 may come back any time soon. 
    He tweeted something about being in the studio
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    karai · ebi reacted to Tokage for a status update, just found a free copy of Forbidden Siren 2 on the street after unsuccessfully lookin   
    just found a free copy of Forbidden Siren 2 on the street after unsuccessfully looking for it in stores back in my home country for years lmao nice
  18. LOLOL
    karai · ebi reacted to Tokage for a status update, if u really think about it, all jrock forums are actually just dir en grey forums w/   
    if u really think about it, all jrock forums are actually just dir en grey forums w/ occasional off-topic threads
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    karai · ebi got a reaction from Arkady for a status update, it feels like a new chapter of my life will start soon, a lot of things culminating,   
    it feels like a new chapter of my life will start soon, a lot of things culminating, and saying goodbye to my favorite band of almost 16 years. This Muse will never come back and I've finally accepted it.
     
  20. LOLOL
    karai · ebi got a reaction from helcchi for a status update, I had a semi lucid dream where I got to meet Mei at this secret island cave in a bar,   
    I had a semi lucid dream where I got to meet Mei at this secret island cave in a bar, and the first thing I asked him to do was kick me in the face for the photo.
    He did it twice. Seems legit
  21. LOLOL
    karai · ebi got a reaction from Himeaimichu for a status update, I had a semi lucid dream where I got to meet Mei at this secret island cave in a bar,   
    I had a semi lucid dream where I got to meet Mei at this secret island cave in a bar, and the first thing I asked him to do was kick me in the face for the photo.
    He did it twice. Seems legit
  22. I feel ya..
    karai · ebi reacted to ChaoticEnding for a status update, I'm trying to control my anger right now.   
    I'm trying to control my anger right now.

     
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    karai · ebi reacted to Himeaimichu for a status update, Uploaded the DVD, but it's still in 360p. It should be finished processing any time s   
    Uploaded the DVD, but it's still in 360p. It should be finished processing any time soon
    - Update - It's in 1080p now (the raw .vob files are in 480p but I encoded this 1080p)
     
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    karai · ebi reacted to Manji 卍 for a status update, depression will always be a taboo.   
    depression will always be a taboo.
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    karai · ebi reacted to Manji 卍 for a status update, Kuroyuri to kages's tour is coming to it's ending,Karasuna Mei keeps mentioning he's   
    Kuroyuri to kages's tour is coming to it's ending,Karasuna Mei keeps mentioning he's doing some "experimental studio". let's see what the future holds for these guys,or what they've been holding for the future...need to see my fav musicians doing something new again,it keeps me interested in life.
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