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    Kisaki's Errand Boy
  • Birthday 06/18/1993

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    raw meats, tornadoes, tarantulas, cats, dream diving.

    -THE MORTAL / 櫻井敦司

    misc / picky:
    -Mejibray (Raven)

    -Gackt (til Crescent)
    -Malice Mizer
    -Madame Edwarda
    -Ali Project
    -MUCC (志恩) / misc
    -雅 (雅楽)

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  1. karai · ebi

    My only regret is that I wasn't able to find them sooner, I missed out on so many years of listening just cause of my own incompetence in searching in the past. Despite this I feel like I've already been listening to them for years, I think Atsushi's voice has a very nostalgic tone to it, I'm not really good at explaining. They're my favorite band as a flip side to my fav metal band. I'm really moved by the friendship and connection between all the members, even most marriages don't work that long or smoothly. Even more so when I read Imai was looking into a medium that they were all destined to meet from a past life haha. I guess aside from loving Atsushi's lyrics, style and what he's overcome /B-T experimentation, I really just envy to have such friends. The same with the twin flame like situation Atsushi had with Issay. Think I could write too much about what they mean to me now so I'll cut it, but- I was torn a bit between Six/Nine, but I'm sure now that Darker than Darkness is my favorite album, from cover art to end track. (I had even wrote an exact lyric from DtD on an art piece a few months before hearing it, it felt surreal by chance lol.)
  2. karai · ebi

    Listen to BUCK-TICK and such when I'm traveling or reading, listen to Kozi, P-Model/Susumu Hirasawa(not really vkei but) etc when I'm taking a walk, then listen to KuroYuri to Kage, SAVAGE, Mamireta, and now DIMLIM etc mostly when I work out or lift weights. For painting / working mostly Sukekiyo and Atsushi's side projects, some Madame Edwarda other than non-J/vkei music.
  3. karai · ebi

    They had one live released single, everything else was on their youtube / twitter.
  4. karai · ebi

    damn, I was hoping to hear more from them..real fast.
  5. karai · ebi

  6. Says thanks to RAD HALL. For people who were looking forward to, and people who were seeing us for the first time, the fact that seeing the complete Jigsaw wasn't possible, sorry. Being incomplete with 3 we still intend to still do our absolute best on stage. At such a time I'm really not sure what's good to say, I don't know what to do and such things, it's greedy but...but if you would come and meet us again I'd be happy. --- For long ver..already started beforehand mb
  7. karai · ebi

    I used to do that but I don't think it worked that way for me. I used to only listen to slow droning ambient stuff, dark jazz like Bohren and Der Club of Gore, situationally depressing songs like The Flashbulb and a lot of Keane's old sad stuff, Broken Spindles, Depeche Mode etc. By a certain time it had only aggregated my mania with everything else and I ended up bed ridden for three weeks and into one of the worst years of my life. Not really blaming the music wholly, but I don't think I'd ever recommend it if I was asked. I have to wonder if there are people it genuinely worked for. With time and a lot of self medicating I realized the only way for me to deal with that stuff was the opposite, not sad music but just noise. Hardcore EDM like DJ Technorch, or Igorrr level noise. Sometimes I make compilations of tornado sirens and people laughing/yelling layered with 6 YT vids sounds. That's how I ended up here actually, looking for more noise. I think now the closest I've let myself get to a sad or very empathetically leeching kind of song is anything Atsushi Sakurai sings. Even if I've mellowed a lot I can't get rid of the hypersensitive empathy, and his voice carries so much pain most of the time. If I shared happy songs they're pretty much all something like Moonlight Feels right, or In the Summertime by Mungo Jerry.
  8. Tepid on this one. I could do with more chaos. Even though it's only short parts I don't like the major key chorus stuff, they do look like they're having fun though lol. and that final squeak got a laugh from me.
  9. karai · ebi

    Haha true, I just roll a lot so I bet it will end up being waded above my head and I'll wake up looking like I stuck my finger in a light socket lol. (ノ∀`) thanks. It's definitely a weird change..and now more people stare at me more than usual.
  10. it feels like a new chapter of my life will start soon, a lot of things culminating, and saying goodbye to my favorite band of almost 16 years. This Muse will never come back and I've finally accepted it.


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    2. Arkady


      I mean they are still a good band IMHO even if much more in the ordinary side of the spectrum now. I coped pretty quickly years ago considering Muse pre and post Absolution two different bands (while I like the former MUCH more, I still like the latter too).

    3. karai · ebi

      karai · ebi

      Yeah...I mean there's no question their abilities are still incredible, I saw them live again just last year and finally got to hear Bliss live, but the show opened with Dig Down, and that Cramps cover...plus had one too many Drones songs sprinkled in.

      The empath leech passion I just don't feel from Matt's voice anymore.

    4. saishuu


      I liked some songs off BH&R and The Resistance too (Undisclosed Desires is great!) and it was hard for me to admit they weren't the same as well, so I get what you mean. I used to be obsessed with them between 05-09, but once you get older and realize most bands you like end up not doing if for you anymore after a few of years, it gets easier.

  11. karai · ebi

    decided to start growing my hair out before i'm old and can't anymore...thinkin about going full almost ass length but i don't know if i can tolerate sleeping on that much hair
  12. karai · ebi

    Forget the hair, they didn't even iron the shelf folds out of the shirts they bought an hour before the photo.
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  14. Loove that look a lot, way better than the last one. I wasn't crazy about their last release, but I got some high hopes for bleach milk on the shortcake lol. btw did anyone ever find /buy/ get a download for 僕等の曲天烈大百科3? I couldn't find a copy to buy anywhere except one that sold on closetchild, and no downloads either.
  15. I had a semi lucid dream where I got to meet Mei at this secret island cave in a bar, and the first thing I asked him to do was kick me in the face for the photo.

    He did it twice. Seems legit

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    2. platy



    3. AimiGen7


      @karai · ebi Let me know how it goes!

    4. karai · ebi

      karai · ebi

      @AimiGen7 well, it worked but didn't...no lucidity at all,  6 very random consecutive dreams though, 4 with Mei but in an abstract way lol. Like when someone from your past shows up in a dream but is almost completely different as a dream NPC.


      Couldn't fall asleep until 5:30 so that didn't help, but I am just happy to dream again. I've had long stretches of months/year where I really couldn't connect to my brain at all like I used to.