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About karai · ebi

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    Kisaki's Errand Boy
  • Birthday 06/18/1993

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    tumbleweed Cv
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    raw meats, tornadoes, tarantulas, cats, dream diving.

    -THE MORTAL / 櫻井敦司

    misc / picky:
    -Mejibray (Raven)

    -Gackt (til Crescent)
    -Malice Mizer
    -Madame Edwarda
    -Ali Project
    -MUCC (志恩) / misc
    -雅 (雅楽)

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  1. karai · ebi

    things went different than expected on the blood moon night, but tonight's meditation and dream walk will finish this chapter lines as well...since most are lost in the black and it's probably the most detailed freehand pixel drawing I've done in a long time. I've really tuned back into myself since I stopped shelling stuff out for money
  2. I can only relay through experience so small story I guess lol. Present day I've learned to love myself, and I more or less don't trust anyone past casual friendship level. But ten years ago I felt the same as you. I had 'fallen in love' with my best friend of 13+ years, and we were virtually never apart. Of course I kept something like that hidden for 3 years before spilling. Needless to say it didn't end well for a multitude of reasons. For the next 8 years I fell into heavy alcoholism over it, even after not speaking for many years I could be pushed to the edge about it. But one day I forced myself to check in on how they were...I don't know if all the drinking just finally erased old connections or my meditation and self reflecting paid off idk. But what I saw was just disappointment, mostly in myself for ruining my own life over someone who honestly wasn't all that I had thought they were. I sat there scrolling through feeling nothing, I wasn't interested at all in the present version of them. tldr; not to go all monk on the situation, but sometimes I think we're desperate to connect to someone because of incongruencies with ourselves. I didn't really start to appreciate myself or feel a proper connection until very recently, like past 2 years when I started meditation. And any desire or need to connect kind of evaporated, not that I don't want a partner but that sadness is gone, you know. That's my 2 cents on it, it may not be applicable at all but I know how miserable that feeling is. If you want to try hypnosis I highly recommend Michael Sealey on Youtube, I almost use his vids exclusively. Good luck.
  3. karai · ebi

    When I read the SAVAGE thread...I thought, well now I have even one less band- then Marblehead, after that I thought I suppose there's still DAMY, but they have been awfully quiet hmm...welp RIP I'll just have no bands until sukekiyo actually puts out a new album.
  4. karai · ebi

    Haha, I can get that...usually I can't stand Engrish either (most especially in rock/metal) but somehow knowing what an influence David Bowie had on Atsushi, I dunno somehow makes it feel endearing instead of forced? Not sure if that makes sense. Just like THE IMMORTAL live, addressing the audience almost entirely in English making an atmosphere of a real punk-goth live. (I think B-T / etc is the only place I've made an exception 😂)
  5. I feel the same...I didn't like the MV track at all. Maybe it's easier for me to give it a pass since most of the time I use loud high BPM music to stay focused. I had also ignored くしゃみ for awhile, but it turned out I really liked it, sans the main chorus anyway. (Then again I also liked the rawer version of 食べたい which most people disliked...we're all just looking for diff shit I guess lol.)
  6. karai · ebi

    I like what you got out of it with GIMP...it made it look like an encaustic.
  7. karai · ebi

    SILENT NIGHT (even though I can hardly listen through, cause, sad), TABOO, and JUST ONE MORE KISS, honestly I prefer this album on live.
  8. I've been listening to their latest almost every day when I go running...so I look forward to it. (Just keep out those songs)
  9. karai · ebi

    That alert cockatoo hair is fuckin sweet
  10. Just got around to checking out the MV, I'm always a sucker for "We Live In A Society" darkness so I translated all the questions and adverts. 1234 for the contestants, () for notes, [] for vid boxes.
  11. Anyone got a reliable guide / app for ripping DVD to iso? I want to share the KYTK DVD but I haven't done anything with DVDs in years and can't seem to find anything other than 'imgburn'.

    Which most downloads for it now are full of adware/viruses, that and or a lot of YT guide vids in Hindi lol. There's also poweriso but it's 30$.
    Basically, I've got no idea.

    1. Tanishi


      I use an old version of  imgburn, here's a link on reddit that discusses this:

      You'll want to download the one dated 2016-12-09 and then you should be fine. Hope that helps.

    2. Manji 卍

      Manji 卍

      Yes,help him,we need that DVD !!!!!

  12. karai · ebi

    I don't like the sound of most non-vk metal, aside from the stuff most everyone's covered, but Gojira has been memorable to me for a long time.
  13. karai · ebi

    Assorted Mei cheki + I actually got the calligraphy a bit earlier in the year (Mei's time in Memento Mori), but I've had to keep it wrapped in plastic until I could frame it.....didn't want that lipstick imprint fading..l o l
  14. karai · ebi

    I've been sick since the end of November but the good thing that comes of it is I got to do a lot of personal art. It only took about 5 months for my meditation landscape to become fucked lol handful more of nama + misc since i last posted (large pic dump jsyk)
  15. Finally secured a copy of  暗イ日曜日 DVD ....one good thing out of this shitty year 😺