Manji 卍

black look,i'm in.

Sorry,bro.religious and Illuminati shit gives me fuckin phobia,I really fear these topics, should've never come across it.

i watched a video in my language explaning that ceremony part by part.usually i don't pay attention to sensationalist religious shit,but in that case,it made a lot of sense to me.all of those images,symbols, all of that has a specific meaning  and can be linked to many occultist satanic shit,and things preached by the christians,muslims,etc.like i already said in this thread,i don't know which religion is 100% true,but these things exist.take a look around you,everything works  perfectly for the life of man,the weather,the sun,natural resources the fruits of the earth,etc.When someone tells me that it all emerged by some random explosion it doesn't look less absurd than if you say that some almighty creature did it all.It just look like something miraculous.

Atheists are just scared because they know that if they give it a serious try,their brains will be able to assimilate how serious that shit is.I did,and now i'm almost shitting my pants,sometimes i go to sleep thinking about how grisly and darkened the 20's are going to be.according to many videos i saw speaking on illuminati/new world order stuff,the 20's is basically the last decade with the world the way we know. there will be the WW lll,the bomb,and then the new order with 6/7 of population already gone,so this way it will be easier to install the mass control with the world divided in colonies with it's respective functions.

3 minutes ago, secret_no_03 said:

Pretty sure porn stars have it professionally done.

yea,but like she said,whats the problem with it? i doubt that any guy cares about that shit.

2 minutes ago, Gesu said:

They're the same colour as the rest of the skin. Unbleached, they're considerably darker. Obviously, I can't post a comparison picture here but you could probably find one with a quick Google.

ooh...

that requires a lot of experience. lol

11 minutes ago, Gesu said:

Bleached anuses. Who the fuck decided it was a crime for an anus to be brown!? I wouldn't say they turn me off/gross me out, but their appeal eludes me.

just out of curiosity,how do you know when an anus is bleached or not?

yea...all that these type of girls needed,easy money without necessarily being a whore.

There's a lot of girls and women nowadays doing softcore on YouTube in disguise. Like the lingerie and bikini try on haul shit, cleaning and washing stuff. Of course, there's women there for the feminine public,but most part of them are aware that there's only horny guys watching,and honestly we love that,bcuz it's sexy,but not all of that explicit sexuality right in your face, it's more subtle and less dirty.

However, going to your YouTube account to jerk off is such a low action,like walking in sewers,these people need help.

1 hour ago, platy said:

Both and any other variations. 

 

That's interesting. Why do you think it was making you feel that way? 

Well... imagine yourself in a room with a couple having sex while you stand in front of them and masturbate to their actions. Thats basically how I feel when I watch guys taking other women,like the beta watching the Alpha in action, that's stupidly miserable,at least for me. 

Gazing on the female on solo videos or pictures makes me feel more like a man,even though I know they are just pixels.

It's been years since I don't watch "real porn", I prefer softcore like pretty girls on webcams,erotic asmr,solo stuff,etc . 

Watching a dude banging a chick started making me feel angry and anxious.

A friend of mine sometimes like to 'sell me' her sex,like : "everyone says that I'm really good, I'm not awkward", etc 

But,come on,the only girls who need to know how to do something are pornstars and prostitutes, the rest, being just submissive is more than fine

I'm not proud of my short promiscuous past,but I still have insane sadistic desires.

😩

Saint Seiya is about to kick some asses

Omg that was brilliant

Nostalgia-kei are always welcome

@123Sandman321 

You just said everything. 

Since they released M.F.JAP ,I had the feeling that I shouldn't take this band so seriously...

Looking at the result of the album,I feel like they should have released an EP with the first track gouzinzangoku , murderous impulse,creepy and the other 3 re recorded tracks,we'd be just fine,I guess.

The SE's were just fillers,Ruten sounded ok until that awful enka vocals...why didn't the producer just say "hey,stop that, let's just put some enka samples here and that's it". 

Kumo no Ito should have at least 5 minutes, that track seems "unfinished" ,bcuz we have that big chorus,which is nice,but the track itself feels rushed,so the only thing you remember is Ray's voice,so it gets boring quickly. Dusky Vision just looks like a track/mv to promote the band and introduce them to different fans. 

They'll probably release something in the very end of the year, so we hope the train don't get off the track again.

two things i like: german black metal and masks.

thus,Farsot.

about 6 or 7 years ago i went to my friend's church and his mother got "possessed" along with some few people.

he bursted into tears and i almost pissed my pants.since the happening i didn't have any contact with religiosity,but my relatives still into it.

don't know which "god" is real or which "devil" is real,but one thing is sure...these things exist.everyone just needs to have a real experience to get their minds "unlocked". 

sometimes i feel an enormous hatred for religious people and anything related to religion.

sometimes i envy those whom can believe in a god wholeheartedly and are able to find comfort in it,

because life doesn't make sense at all and everything is fated to end,and they look like they have something else to look upon.

i feel like i'm trapped when it comes to such things.

the arguments of atheists are very basic and sometimes childish,due to the fact that 98% of them didn't have any experience with the "unnatural",and on other hand religiosity looks claustrophobic,scary and antiquated.

Their outfits are amazingly beautiful

Chiaki,Sho and Karma making emo-kei great again.love it.

@Gesu  I'm 23 now and I lost my at 19, I've been there, believe me. 

Can't say from a girl perspective,but as a guy,that was a nightmare.Passed my whole adolescence lying to people and myself just to "fit" in the groups,bcuz all of them had a girl or apparently had more experience than me.I hated going to school,I felt like shit every single day, and even if I tried to go for masturbation that just made feel worse, bcuz it's a trick for the brain and the shock of reality afterwards is just miserable. When I finally managed to do that,it felt so fuckin weird bcuz I was already so "disconnected" from reality after years tricking my brain and wondering how everything would be like,that I couldn't even enjoy,was just an awkward experience.Then I started to hang out with some people,under some kind of "chaser effect", looking for more and fell into promiscuity.

Went through some really bad things that I can't say (the reason why I got so paranoid with the abortion stuff other day) and nowadays I have my desires but most part of the time I don't even wanna be touched. If I could go back in time i would've done things differently.

I know how it feels to be like you were left behind,but there's nothing wrong with you. Society is pushing it 24/7 and it's not easy to deal with our natural instincts.But I think you should occupy your brain with something that makes you forget about it while you look for ways to meet someone nice who deserves a girl like you. 

8 hours ago, secret_no_03 said:

An omnipotent and omniscient creator wouldn't care if we believed he existed or not because he is all knowing and all powerful, so he knows we'd just be using the brains he gave us to come to our own conclusion. 

 

If you say that to a Christian,he would probably laugh at it.they believe that they can use "faith" as a key to get access to their god,based on the thought that he cares very much about humans.So once you saying that he doesn't care if people believe in him or not, you're making all their efforts to convert people and the concept of religion itself devoid of meaning. 

Thus,I wouldn't have a guy crucified on my living room wall and people saying that I'll go to hell.

2 minutes ago, Gesu said:

But who owns their lives if they're not even alive yet?

well,i could be wrong about the timing where the kid is getting form or not

here in my country they were making protests to make it legal until the twelfth week of pregnancy.

and its already legal,in cases of risk,malformation or rape

14 minutes ago, Gesu said:

@Manji 卍 Technically, the foetus doesn't have any form of sentience until about the third trimester (maybe a bit before). I think the lesser of two evils in that situation would be to abort, because it's more fair to let the woman live a happy life than to force her to give birth to a baby she doesn't even want. That's physically and emotionally traumatising. If she does the latter, she could end up severely depressed and the baby most likely wouldn't have a great life anyways. Also, just giving it to an adoption centre leads to overcrowding and kids who were already there not getting adopted, so nobody really wins in that situation.

i agree with you,sincerely. and that was exactly what i used to say to defend my pro abortion position.

think about how many kids are living in poverty right now,getting neglected or mistreated...it would be so much better if none of them were brought to this world.but there is the right to live and it is a decision that only the owners of their own lives can make.

@secret_no_03   GZUS,i'm not saying that the murderers were feminists declared,nor @Euronymous said so.

we pointed that all these things are,indeed,related to each other.

@Gesu  i was always pro abortion.but after multiple researchers and videos about the subject i changed my opinion.

abortion is murder.your body is yours,but from the moment that there's another living creature inside of your,it's no longer your decision whether

the kid has to live or not.The fetus/kid is depending on you,but it's not you,you don't  have the right.

Even at the most horrible cases like raping,the mother must bear with it for the sake of the baby,and if she wants to,give it to the adoption when it's born.

2 hours ago, secret_no_03 said:

A simple Google search found exactly what you are talking about, and nowhere in it does it mention feminism. 

https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.pinknews.co.uk/2019/06/18/lesbian-couple-admit-to-brutal-murder-of-child-who-wanted-to-be-a-girl/amp/

They killed him because they wanted a girl and he resembled the biological father.

what? your argument is just that the article doesn't mention feminism? 

the murder case is DIRECTLY linked to feminism. just like @Euronymous mentioned, what feminists does nowadays is just spread confusion

and the demonization of male,this movement fell into a state of misandry. 
i had the displeasure to frequent university with some feminist girls and they openly adimited that if they had an "unplanned" child they'd just go for the abortion. There you can sense all the craziness of this movement. 

You said yourself that the killers did what they did only because the kid resembled the biological father. Well,isn't that the worldview of the feminists? hating on male? i'm not saying that every feminist is a murder (even though abortion is murder),but when you spread the hate,like they do,you end up creating these monsters,and  consequetly victims.

@Euronymous  is absolutely right.