Manji 卍

I seriously understand you,I got confused at the first listening,but... Now i kinda like that LOL

Sounds like they recorded a rehearsal or something like that,cuz Batsu's vocals feels more "present" there

which one of you is this

I love his covers

Well... Yeah. 

i know what you're talking about, my first ex commited suicide a year ago. of course it's not as bad as losing your relatives, i can't even imaging how horrifying it must be. but being half dead - well, i know that feeling. life is a fucking joke huh. i don't even think focusing on new things is a good solution - suppressing your inner thoughts doesn't solve the problem. idk what will work for you, but i've read some books and they helped me accept different things. i still don't think life is a piece of cake or something meaningful but now i'm like okay whatever, let's have some nice moments at least before i end up in grave

@yomii your thoughts makes sense again,and sorry about your ex. I really need this "whatever" button in my life. But we need something meaningful to hang on while "enjoying" these moments, don't you agree? like a well succeeded career,family and a true love. My cat and my geek stuff won't give me the "structure" I need to stay strong living in this shit world

you know such things as successful career, family and true love are not so common, even among people who don't struggle with depression...but i think the point is in trying to achieve such things anyway. maybe you will achieve an ideal, maybe you won't, but step by step you will make your life much more comfortable. you've said you have some things to finish, and you want to find a better job, so it means you do have some goals in life, so, can't these goals themselves become your "structure" instead of geek stuff? if you find a better job that will be your first step to a good career. and maybe you'll meet the love of your life there~ maybe not, who knows. but anyway it will be more comfortable to work in a place that doesn't disguist you.
tell me about your cat btw .w.

Indeed! It's hard to describe the feeling of these soundtracks. Some of them sounds beautiful but yet disturbing

Is this a Strawberry Song Orchestra skit

it's a sso tribute act

@riyusama exactly lol lol

Also,you always keep waiting for cloudy, rainy or cold days just bcuz it fits your mood

@Manji 卍 TRUE! I swear to fuck, I end up posting on social media whenever it's rainy season like "My fashion sense gets better when the weather is bad" because seriously? When the hell am I supposed to wear my black leather jacket or classy black shirt with long sleeves and shit? Also dude, which tropical country are you from? I'm from Southeast Asia so the weather here is either the sun is melting my skin, raining cats and dog, the rain goddess decided to flood the country or a twisted combination of the three lol

i'm from fuckin brazil. I wanted to be from Eastern Europe like 

ukraine,poland,norway,etc...cuz i like their weather and their landscapes

and i'm a fan of black metal,so i'm kinda attracted to these countries

but unfortunately i was born in the wrong place. UGH !

You forgot about Angelmaker!

I don't like them very much,but if there's new stuff I'll probably check them out. 

They released a self-titled full-length album on May 31.

There is nothing to carry in Korea. But Madmans Esprit deserve more love.

I just started to spread it with my current avatar!!! They rock and are the only Korean act I really listen to (excluding BoA pre-2010)

Didn't expect they'd release a new EP so fast

I am going to download ape escape for the PS4 (*_*)

And gaming that for the evening.

But no alcohol.

Got hungover yesterday... Body somehow didn't accept the WINE o(=o=)o

wait was it confirmed? 😮😮

i saw some youtubers talking about the rumor that the game has been on production since 2012 and futher informations can be announced october this year.

hope they continue with jimmy.rumors tend to come true...

i really hope it’s true.  bully is one of my fav games.  every few years, i replay it.

well that full album of theirs was pure garbage so I guess they decided to get away while they can

Well, that's just your opinion

I've always wondered if my peers and I would have done better if they hadn't eagerly suggested focalin and benzos and shit to our parents when we didn't get good grades at age 12... there was obviously SOMETHING wrong with me/us, but in retrospect popping a bunch of amphetamines while going through puberty seems like we were TRYING to make it worse over time XD. As an adult  I've been revived like a half dozen times w cpr and narcan pens and a lot of my friends that still lived near me are dead now for similar reasons - I know most got the same deal I did at that age. Still, I just believe in personal responsibility at the end of the day!

We would sit through the fucking (D.A.R.E. - anti-drug) presentation in grade school and I couldn't pay attention to the dangers of being on speed cuz I was on too much speed already....

All seems fine when you keep only cigarettes and beer,but sooner or later an offer or invitation to experiment something "different" will come,and when you realize you're curious to know about it or someone pushes you into it

And when you're depressed it's easier to get fooled cuz you're desperately looking for something to keep you numb or your mind shut

I don't care much about my own life,but seeing my relatives worried and struggling bcuz of my own mistakes is a shit

don't tell me how to live my life hun x

relatable queen x

The year they came out?

@tetsu_sama69

Bingo!

Honestly I've heard some of my guy friends say the same thing. I don't know if it's the same with you, but they were always looking for women in the wrong place, for example, at the clubs. Then they'd get hung up on these girls who clearly just want to use them and curse out everyone else. 

There are plenty of women looking for romance, It'll take time to find, but it exists. Two of my friends who are the biggest awkward geeks I ever knew put themlseves out on tinder(!!!!) and now one is engaged and the other is living out a fairy tale romance lol don't give up. I promise you it's out there. 

Yea,platy, your text is a fact....and I confess that I had some opportunities to be with real "good girls",I mean ,those respectful girls,but I kinda screwed that up with my approach. I gave up my University bcuz of my depression and now I work as a bartender in a big bar few days a week,and I can tell you that place is a cesspool of promiscuous people and vile girls with no values at all. Yesterday for example I saw my college of work staying there overnight just to have an affair with my boss and he's married with a new born child.i walked back to home wishing I could slit my throat, can't explain my level of disgust for that. In resume, I've been seeing the ugliest side of humans,that plus my previous bad experiences contributes for my lack of faith. 

But I feel like your text gave me a North,so thank you

I'm sorry you had to see that. Humans have a disgusting side, without a doubt. If you can  focus on good news. There are pages on FB or twitter dedicated to positive things people do, like rescuing animals on the brink of death. It can be a good reminder, especially in this dark world climate. Don't give up

Mee too ! I can't find it anywhere in months !

I feel that way about "Back To The Old House".

I fucking love the entire peste noire discography. Best band active now imo 

Me too,man. Glad that there's a fan here

oh my god just wait til u hear this one!!!!

secure ur wig before it's too late u've been warned!!!!

It's variated. Most of the vk albums I got into were fun to listen and memorable

What albums are them?

IShuka ensen, withering to death, 420 theatrical roses, virgin snow color, stacked rubbish, world ruler , hiniku na tane to hikutsu na me, and so on