itsukoii

god my dreams are always so weird
 
so last night i had one where i was in this giant-ass phantom of the opera-like theater, and my art teacher (who i despise lolol) took my art class on a field trip to that theater, i guess? anyways, we were in the theater. 'we' being the art teacher, myself and the other art students, and probably some other people idk. the theater wasn't totally packed. nothing was going on on stage, the lights and stuff were on, people were just chatting and chilling, and my art teacher was walking around the isles.
and here's the wtf part. there were these weird foot-shaped plastic plates littered all over the theater, on seats, in isles, etc. and they all had... substances in them.
which my teacher would... drink??? she'd literally pick up the foot-shaped plates and drink whatever was in them???
lol anyways, she seemed perfectly fine with it. but there was this pink foot-shaped plate that i had by me, i'm going to assume i brought that plate even though i don't remember it being explicitly mine in the dream. but the teacher assumed it was mine and was for some reason really cautious with it. thanks that didn't hurt at all :)))
okok this next part had me dying: the substance in the plate was white. and listen, i didn't actually know what the substance was. but my teacher asked me what it was, so i just told her it was hand cream.
she... drank it, of course...
 
but tbh? i don't think the substance was hand cream
 
SERVES THAT BITCH RIGHT i really don't like her........

whether you're in an LDR or a close-proximity relationship, whether you find someone else in that time and decide to go for them either through cheating or breaking up with your current partner is dependent on you, and not the type of relationship (imo). i've been in an ldr for the past 7 months and although it gets hard, i can't see myself doing anything else, and i know this person is one i dearly want to be with. but that isn't for everyone; ldrs are really, really, fuckin hard. but even then, i can't imagine falling for someone else.
 
i don't suggest "giving up" on love, because i believe it's a thing that happens when it's supposed to--by chance, and it can't be forced. tl;dr if you happen to fall for someone else while you're in a relationship, ldr or not, the best thing to do would to be honest and do what you think is right. and if you're someone who has fleeting crushes often, i don't really suggest acting on them unless you're looking for something short-term. but when you meet the person you may want to be long-term with... you'll know.

whether you're in an LDR or a close-proximity relationship, whether you find someone else in that time and decide to go for them either through cheating or breaking up with your current partner is dependent on you, and not the type of relationship (imo). i've been in an ldr for the past 7 months and although it gets hard, i can't see myself doing anything else, and i know this person is one i dearly want to be with. but that isn't for everyone; ldrs are really, really, fuckin hard. but even then, i can't imagine falling for someone else.
 
i don't suggest "giving up" on love, because i believe it's a thing that happens when it's supposed to--by chance, and it can't be forced. tl;dr if you happen to fall for someone else while you're in a relationship, ldr or not, the best thing to do would to be honest and do what you think is right. and if you're someone who has fleeting crushes often, i don't really suggest acting on them unless you're looking for something short-term. but when you meet the person you may want to be long-term with... you'll know.

whether you're in an LDR or a close-proximity relationship, whether you find someone else in that time and decide to go for them either through cheating or breaking up with your current partner is dependent on you, and not the type of relationship (imo). i've been in an ldr for the past 7 months and although it gets hard, i can't see myself doing anything else, and i know this person is one i dearly want to be with. but that isn't for everyone; ldrs are really, really, fuckin hard. but even then, i can't imagine falling for someone else.
 
i don't suggest "giving up" on love, because i believe it's a thing that happens when it's supposed to--by chance, and it can't be forced. tl;dr if you happen to fall for someone else while you're in a relationship, ldr or not, the best thing to do would to be honest and do what you think is right. and if you're someone who has fleeting crushes often, i don't really suggest acting on them unless you're looking for something short-term. but when you meet the person you may want to be long-term with... you'll know.

Yo, I go by Gesu (not in everyday life). I'd like to make some friends here, because why not, eh? I did try to create an account about a year ago, but for some reason, the CAPTCHA wouldn't work... but I'm here now, so yay~! Anyways, I like DELUHI, DIAURA, DIV, Lycaon, Versailles, etc, etc. I'm not interested in Tanuki or any other stupid unfounded rumours that have arisen because someone on Twitter said so (however, if there's something that's actually been proven true, I might be interested), so miss me with that. Anyways... I suck at introductions. Toodlepip for now~!

The new line-up will begin on 2019.03.16 with a free one man live ! 
 
3 new singles will be released ! 
A second album is scheduled !
They will tour Europe in 2019 !
 
They will publish a new MV on 2019.02.01 along with the new members !
 
   

dyed my hair again!

You had the opportunity and you took it.
*standing applause*

ZON new single, "GAS" will be released on October 31. (2300 yen)
 
[tracklist]
1.GAS
2.(title tba)
3.(title tba)
DVD
1.GAS (Music Video)
 

I just looked at some videos on dystonia patients....this is fucking awful. He says he only has it on his upper right arm, but I'm scared that it may progress all over. I wish the very best for Yusuke. 
 
As for those who are saying the band needed this hiatus because "their music sucks anyway"...shame on you. This announcement was very sudden, and losing someone like Yusuke over something as devastating as this is a huge blow to the band, and this man may have to deal with this for the rest of his life. Shame on you.

donald duck

Ruki's a bit chubby if you ask me 

that semester was hell but it's finally over. thank FUCK

life's doin a bit of a suck. haven't been on mh in forever, dog was euthanized on thursday, this semester has been SHIT but at least next week is my exams and then i'm done. Boy

After the tragic passing of their first vocalist Daichi last October, Victim of Deception have welcomed a new vocalist, Makito (ex-Breathe my Words), on June 20. They will release their first EP with him, "Godless" on July 25, and it will cost 1600 yen.
 
More info on their restart live will be revealed on July 27.
 
[tracklist]
1.Epilogue.
2.Mortal Prediction
3.Anneliese
4.The Purge
5.Godless
 
"Godless" cover:

 

Actually yes. MEJIBRAY Company president is rumored to be from Yakuza and he's one of the big bosses of Visual Kei industry now.
Since Koichi and Tzk apparently had some problems with him (remember Koichi stop playing the bass and showing his middle finger in direction of their boss in the end of their concert), yes, they're in blacklist and probably can't do a Visual Kei band anymore. That's what this song is about. 
On yesterday concert they said that CreatO was the only live house that let they play. 

can't listen to this shit without crying anymore. he's the one bandman who's lyrics I identified with really hard. 

what did i do to deserve both initial'L and this monstrosity , god please ,, my sins i REPENT

what did i do to deserve both initial'L and this monstrosity , god please ,, my sins i REPENT

what did i do to deserve both initial'L and this monstrosity , god please ,, my sins i REPENT

what did i do to deserve both initial'L and this monstrosity , god please ,, my sins i REPENT

what did i do to deserve both initial'L and this monstrosity , god please ,, my sins i REPENT

what did i do to deserve both initial'L and this monstrosity , god please ,, my sins i REPENT